Girl Talk

[bensgirl]

aww yay! i'm happy for you! (:

[pwrofluv]

Yes they are!!

and he's more stupid boy news....
my best friend just broke up with me! He just texted me and told me not to text him anymore. you see, he's not exactly popular and he doesn't have a lot of friends and i'm the only one that texts him a lot. and he said that it was depressing that only one person ever texts him so he doesn't want me to text him anymore.
which doesn't make sense to me. if you're upset that only one person ever text you, wouldn't it make it worse if no one texts you?

EDIT: okay, so now i am talkin to him on gmail and when i got on i was like "okay, so why don't you wanna talk to me anymore??
and he goes "forget that, i need ya babe"
and i'm "but...you said..."
he's all "well you know i love you and i wouldn't really want to never talk to you"
and now, i guess we're fine?
i mean, he gets depressed a lot, so i guess it just passed, i guess?
*sigh*

hmmmmm, that seems kinda...weird. well, i guess it's a good thing to just let things slide sometimes.

Oh jeez.
Now that makes no sense at all.
I would like cry if no one texted me.
One is so much better than nothing.
At least everything is good now.
But that is very... stupid-boy-ish.

I actually don't have any guy drama really.
Sure Nolan, James, Cody, matt, DJ, Shaun, and a bunch of my guy friends like me.
But I finally found a good guy.
His name is Angel.
And he's amazing.

that's good! so what's he like???

oh and ben is this guy that i've like for....2 years now, but never said anything about it until a few months ago. i'm pretty sure that he doesn't like me the way i like him, but we're really good friends so i'm happy with that.
but he changed so much. he's an ENTIRELY different person than he was 2 weeks ago, and i don't know why. and now i find out he's leaving my church because he can't trust anyone and things'll just get worse if he stays. and i'm like,"ummmm...what's that supposed to mean?!" and then he HUNG UP ON ME. so i don't know what's up with him but i'm really worried and sad. maybe it's time for me to move on.

[bensgirl]

Oh jeez.
Now that makes no sense at all.
I would like cry if no one texted me.
One is so much better than nothing.
At least everything is good now.
But that is very... stupid-boy-ish.

I actually don't have any guy drama really.
Sure Nolan, James, Cody, matt, DJ, Shaun, and a bunch of my guy friends like me.
But I finally found a good guy.
His name is Angel.
And he's amazing.

that's good! so what's he like???

yes, dish, tell us what he's like

oh and ben is this guy that i've like for....2 years now, but never said anything about it until a few months ago. i'm pretty sure that he doesn't like me the way i like him, but we're really good friends so i'm happy with that.
but he changed so much. he's an ENTIRELY different person than he was 2 weeks ago, and i don't know why. and now i find out he's leaving my church because he can't trust anyone and things'll just get worse if he stays. and i'm like,"ummmm...what's that supposed to mean?!" and then he HUNG UP ON ME. so i don't know what's up with him but i'm really worried and sad. maybe it's time for me to move on.

and i guess if he's changin so much, i wouldn't worry about it. if you really liked who he was and now he's changin into a completely different person, then...do you really like him anymore?

[pwrofluv]

YES I DO!!! i just can't seem to let him go. i...love him. no, it might not be the kind of love that married adults have or w/e, but it's the most love a 13-year-old can give. and i've realized that. without him knowing, he's stolen my heart. and a piece of that will always belong to him. i need to move on, but i'm not sure i can.
one time, i was at the library reading a book, and i glance up and see a guy that for just a split second looked like him...my heart nearly jumped out of my chest. but then once i realized it wasn't him, it was the saddest feeling i've ever experienced. and another time, i heard a voice that sounded like his, and my head whipped around and i frantically searched for him, but he wasn't there. everything i do or think of makes me think of him. i remember the first time i ever saw him, 5 years ago. i walked into sunday school and he was sitting there in a white polo tucked into long khaki pants with a brown leather belt and brown shoes. he looked up and me, kinda smiled, and looked back down. nothing special about that, right? but i still remember it.
so you see, i really don't think i can just forget about him. i need him.
oh god, i sound so drama-licious. ughhhh what is wrong with me? i sound like a psycho obsessed manic!

[Seni]

Girls thread girls thread girls thread!

I remember when this thread was opened...*sigh*...Kate opened it, right?

[pwrofluv]

hmmm, idk. wasn't around back then. but ello i is erica.


update:
alright. i did it. i told him. ben. how i feel about him. yeah. over IM. pretty bad. i totally regret it.
he said he doesn't wanna stop talking to me, but he just wants to be friends and i guess i'm ok w/dat. but now apparently he actually IS dating ashleigh. and i totally made a fool of myself cuz if i had known that, i wouldn't have told him! blah! and i totally still don't understand him anymore and he keeps saying different stuff and i feel like he's lying to me about stuff. too much to explain. but yeah i have no clue what to do cuz i never see him anymore and it feels to weird to talk to him. advice???

[Seni]

Hello. I'm Ines 

I should probably read back a few pages and see what happened so I can give you advice? Maybe I will later, and edit this post. But you know what...

BOYS SUCK!

sometimes.

Dirty! I missed saying dirty   

[pwrofluv]

hahaha nice you totally just cheered me up.

[Seni]

Nice to know 

I tried reading previous pages but I didn't really get it, so...recap please?

[bensgirl]

hello i'm emily (:

well, erica i'll let you tell your story because i don't want to mess it up..

mine is simple though....went to church camp, got played, boys are stupid. same old, same old lol

[gilmorefriend]

Oh, haven't answered those questions, what Angel is like.
Well I broke up with him a few days ago because I know he's still in love with his ex girlfriend.
& He's a total player
I was stupid & took him back.
But yeahh,
Whatever. haha.
Now my 2 best friends are betting me that I'll fall for my besttt guy friend EVERRR Dylan. xD
I've fallen for so many of my guy friends.
But yeah, I dunno. lol.
Oh and one of my guy friends is like obsessed with me.
It's pretty creepy.
xD

[Seni]

His real name is Angel? Really? Does he look anything like David Boreanaz? 

Hi Emily 

What's up with these American boys being players? Aren't they a bit too young for that?

[pwrofluv]

Oh, haven't answered those questions, what Angel is like.
Well I broke up with him a few days ago because I know he's still in love with his ex girlfriend.
& He's a total player
I was stupid & took him back.
But yeahh,
Whatever. haha.
Now my 2 best friends are betting me that I'll fall for my besttt guy friend EVERRR Dylan. xD
I've fallen for so many of my guy friends.
But yeah, I dunno. lol.
Oh and one of my guy friends is like obsessed with me.
It's pretty creepy.
xD

awww i'm sorry. but that's ok cuz there's soooooo many guy's out there, at least one will be perfect for you.

yeah, there are a bunch of guys who are total players. i don't get that at all. what's the fun in breaking like a thousand girl's hearts?

here's my story:
i only like guys who don't like me, and i only get asked out by guys who are total creepers. and there's not much else to it.

[bensgirl]

aww..i get the whole creepy dudes askin you out. i had this one guy stalkin me.....so creepy!

[gilmorefriend]

Ines- haha, Well he's cute, but not THAT cute, I love that one dude. xD
I know, I always fall for players.
Looks like my best friends know me to well.
Yesterday I broke up with Angel.
Now I'm starting to really like Dylan.
& We hang out a whole lot now.
& He likes me too
& For once, he's not a player!!
xD