Hey all! lemme see... I'm sometimes

, lots of times

, and if a guy really impresses me... he just might be able to make me be

hehehe
Yeah. So, the guy I shorta like... his name is Trace. It's kind of awkward, though, because we have grown up together! His mom and my mom have been best friends since 9th grade. My moms friend got pregnant with john and than my mom got pregnant with me 3 months later. So... we don't know if it's ok to like eachother... or if we are suppose to look at eachother like cousins... i dunno. Plus... if it doesnt work out... which it probably wouldnt be "forever"... I meen... I want to move to LA in a year for school and he wants to stay in NJ... it's just a mess. Then... I dont want things to be awkward between us after a breakup... because we still will have to see eachother a lot.
I swear tho..... If I showed you guys pictures of us together... you would think we were a couple! It hasnt always been like this... but lately... whenever we are together... he is all over me. I like it... but it makes me a little nervous!